Never feel that sad before in my life, although my whole life just began at 20 years ago. The days seem years for me.

Destiny makes all the coincidents, but too many to afford since I was little. Everything is running in a wrong way that shouldn't  be. Unfortunately, that is the meaning of living.

You make me have a different life from other kids. Althoug the bitterness makes me cry, the happyness from you  still makes me smile.

Please do believe me, no matter what happened, you are the only persons that I can't  ignore, but love,ever forever. 

Can't remenber how many times you disappoint me, however, it all past.

I always try to make you be proud of me 'cause that's the reason I push myself so hard. I always  afraid that you forget me. I must do something to prove the value of my life. It worth, really worth.

Please do promise me, you gonna love your little sweet heart me like the moment I came to this world, ever forever.

My dear parents